when i'm in this state of mind.
there's absolutely nothing anyone can say or do to change anything at all.
the only thing that might actually help.
is just sitting with me in silence and solemnity.
that'll be great.
but then again, do i have that time to waste.
i mean, do i have that time to spare.


going to A.
is just a reminder of how much i dont know.
going to B.
is just a reminder of how detached i am from.
thinking of C.
is just another reminder of the vast ambiguity in existence.
everything's losing its meaning.
screw this lifestyle.
i've learnt from it the hard way.
just let me go back to where the gunshot's heard.


now i simply need unfamiliarity, ignorance, unawareness.
someone like that who fits the bill.
and you bet i've got someone in mind.


well this state of mind is just a phase.
dont get rustled.
carry on with your normal daily lives.
its always a calm before and after a storm.


i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell
i know right now you cant tell
but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
a different side of me
i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired
i know right now you dont care
but soon enough you're gonna think of me
and how i used to be.

perfection at 12:25 PM